the moment i woke up this morning (11am btw), all i was thinking abt was "I'm gonna come home, shower and sleep!!"

i can cross that out from my to-do list. except i haven't slept yet. guess i'll be stuck here at the pc for some time, there's stuff to be done.

update work stuff - real work.

suss out the competition... gotta make some research.

do some translations if if feel like it.

watch a drama or 2. new season is out, and i can manage w/o subs, yay.  ¶ 6:05 PM 0 comments

  i wanted to write about what i've been up to, but now that i'm here, it's just too damn boring.
and i'm getting all sleepy again.  ¶ 2:20 PM 0 comments

  i'm watching the wimbledon final, now in the 5th set. come on already!!!! rogerrrrr win it, i can't take the stress. omg it's 9-all.

ok while i'm all squeaking away sitting on this couch, i'll write some stuff.

10-9 to fed.

i've been reading the oprah mags (foc of course), seems to be abt 3 main things...

[14-13 to fed]

first one is diet - healthy food and such. making wise choices. pros n cons.
second - making changes in your life, taking a step at a time. to be happy.
third - managing money wisely.

boringness. everything's common sense. these mags need to write about something new.

yaaaay ok finally fed has won... 16-14!!!
what a final.

i was thinking of putting 'watch a grand slam live', as in be there in person, under stuff to do before i kaput. but i was reminded - "write and then cross it off the list after u've done it".
yes, yes. smart thinking. otherwise i'd be depressed at looking at the list.

which means i don't have a list. it's just cancelled, one by one in my mind.

anyway. i've been reading 'battle royale', yes that grisly but fun movie, the novel. it's packed with more background than what was in the movie, a good read. halfway through now. so many jstars came from that movie, which is a classic.

at 2am, sleepy from the reading, i went to dreamland. now here i got into a weird state. i felt like i was half asleep, i could see silhouettes of 4 people as i lay down. they were just like blurred shadows, but somehow they all seemed familiar to me. and their voices too. one said "ah, here she is, she's awake." another one went "yes, let her rest". then i seemed to go back to sleep, when i woke up of course i was in my bed.

it bothered me for a while as i stared at the ceiling. i almost thought that i was in a dream, and somehow those 4 people were waiting for me in the real world. waiting for me to wake up.

haha ok now i'm talking like i'm in the matrix. i'd stay here in dreamland if i can't taste food in the real world.

have a great week ahead guys.  ¶ 12:45 AM 0 comments

  i reached the workplace early so that i could finish marking papers.
but the auntie had kept food for me and i ended up eating away.
my back's hurtinggggg.

anyway rosie, check out our fav Ma-ki-no, all grown up in her latest magazine spread, shot in Hawaii.

she's in a movie... where she's a high school student (!! she said it's her final time wearing a school uniform haha), and her first love has some deadly illness aka he's dying. Yeah again?! I tell you these disease ridden dramas / movies are always hits. i can't stand the guy though, n he just looks too damn young for her.  ¶ 3:39 AM 0 comments

 

there more pics of me since we couldn't meet up due to the busy Ms 4.2.
just in case y'all forget what i look like haha.
cabana!! told ya, it's either xmas trees or cabanas. if not, it's not a holiday.
and i can't seem to type in my own chatbox... irritant.

rosie.... u've been to how many trips already this year?? lol so don't be jealous lah, anyway nothing is confirmed. actually i'd really love to go there in autumn to see the colourful leaves but getting time off work might be a problem. hhmmmm see how la.

skinny? me nurul?! hahaha.
yaaaay my workouts, slimming pills and body wraps are working then :)
i've never been skinny before, so i'm thinking hey why not now right?

that sounds like an april fool joke.

ok since i'm home early today i better get some work done.  ¶ 6:08 PM 0 comments

  i've been watching a drama that had one of the highest ratings, at 41% for the final ep. they're huge on ratings, their tv dramas.... these days getting a 15% is almost a wow already. 41%??!! damn that's like almost half the country stopping wateva they're doing to watch the final ep.

no surprise there's some kind of deadly disease involved... yeah a tragic love story. they always get the highest ratings. it's not like weeping with a towel kind of sadness, more to the few drops of tears type. and yes it makes me feel like running in the rain, jump to the sky and go skiing.

erm this is not the drama which i said i got teary at the first 2 mins. that's another tragic drama for another day lol. i just feel like watching weepy stuff these days. prob cos work has begun, n i need to feel thankful abt small stuff and not stress out abt undone work.

weepy's good.  ¶ 3:39 AM 0 comments